Sara's Journal
May. 15th, 2005 12:14 pm[Note: These are entries for the journal Sara gave Barry]
October 6, 2003
Why did I push Susanne so hard? She might be alive...no, don't think that. She froze up at the lineup and couldn't even hold onto the pen. Whatweshe went through was horrible.
But is it horrible that I'm almost envious she's not feeling anything anymore? She's beyond that, beyond it all.
But I'm still thinking of her as though she were alive.
December 12, 2003
Nicky told me Grissom recommended him for the promotion to Lead CSI. Even though I have the better solve rate, the better lab skills, and far more experience. God, that sounds petty. Nicky deserves the promotion as much as I do.
But I think I deserved to be told in person, rather than as a passing comment in the locker room.
I wonder if I still have that fed's card. I might take him up on his offer after all.
I'm not going to let a plant keep me.
October 6, 2003
Why did I push Susanne so hard? She might be alive...no, don't think that. She froze up at the lineup and couldn't even hold onto the pen. What
But is it horrible that I'm almost envious she's not feeling anything anymore? She's beyond that, beyond it all.
But I'm still thinking of her as though she were alive.
December 12, 2003
Nicky told me Grissom recommended him for the promotion to Lead CSI. Even though I have the better solve rate, the better lab skills, and far more experience. God, that sounds petty. Nicky deserves the promotion as much as I do.
But I think I deserved to be told in person, rather than as a passing comment in the locker room.
I wonder if I still have that fed's card. I might take him up on his offer after all.
I'm not going to let a plant keep me.